Panic Attack in the Sac

I'm going to get fat. When some people get stressed they stop eating. I eat everything in sight, then stress that I've put on weight (like .1kg) and stress more and eat more. Yes, I am truly gifted with logic...

English SAC- Lets not discuss it.
Maths SAC - Lets not discuss it. (but I will anyway)

You see I panicked in the maths SAC (god knows why) and spent a good fifteen minutes hyperventilating at the back instead of working and then just made up answers for the last few questions coz I ran out of time (coz I spent most of my time cursing Mendelssohn and any other mathematician I could think of instead of actually doing the work.)  It's not that maths is difficult, just that if I panic or stress I'm useless. It's the same with everything else. When speaking german if someone laughs or I lose track of what I'm saying then that's it for the day. There's no getting back on the horse for Giorgia, just rocking herself to a state of calm in the corner.

Well, not usually but at the moment. I swear after two bad SACs in a row it couldn't get much worse. It seems the fog of apathy is setting in....as if it hadn't already. They can say "oh it goes quickly" and "it'll be the end of your life if you fail" all they want but I feel somewhat depressed and unmotivated, so they can say it all they want but I need a break. Just to hide in a corner and hope my SAC results at least put me in the top 20% ??? So much for law...

Hope all is well.